update

Moved back into derek's apartment today. i moved back because i needed space to think about where i want to go from here in my life(if i decide to return to singapore for good, all my stuff is here for me to pack) & also if i just didn't want to think about anything now at a time like this 'cause thinking might just make me very depressed, i can relax my mind in the comfort of my own room & space as i think i really need it now.my friend & her husband were very kind & nice people, even tho i didn't ask they offered to change their daughter's playroom into a room for me so i could have some space & privacy till i get through my rough period now but i didn't want to trouble them & also 'cause derek has offered that i could go back anytime if i wanted to, so there was no reason to trouble them when i have my own room & bed & we won't be sleeping together anywayz. i need to go bed now, i'll edit & update more later. btw i went to see the movie shrek 3 today with a few friends from work.